Bored? or it's just me.

Life is fucking complicated. I don't know. but sometimes i felt like killing myself with this fucking life. i never know what's going on right now. spending sometime with some friends,but that sometimes, will never understand me much. Lots of people might think that i'm dumb enough to know about my life. But i know what i'm doing. It's just,sometimes, I just wanna be so care about the person i love. But she won't let me.

Yeah! It's true. I'm bored sometimes. Because everytime i try to be so care,she seems don't care about that. and when i don't, she just slipped away like that i said "you don't care about me anymore. relationship makes me so tired. of thinking,of the time to manage, of the promise that she made, of all the things that i can't do. Money i think. Like I said before, i'm not good enough for her. She needs someone who can really take care of her. I think. Like I didn't. But i did. Fuck the relationship. It's just a piece of relationship that make me so hard to do what i want. Closing to and end. And make me sad at the end. Well, I don't care anymore. Whatever it is. Love is just a feeling. That make you so dumb to follow what it wants. Well, FUCKS THAT!